Seek and You shall find

God truly is amazing. When I look at all the things I pray for, I find that there are answers all over the place, some of them what I wanted, some of them not what I wanted, and some of them something completely unexpected but magnificently divine and awesome. God is trying to show me His awesomeness. He is giving me an acute sensitivity to what He's doing so that I can see Him and learn to trust Him. So I can learn to love Him better. So I can get to know Him better. I often find that when I stop seeking after the face of the God of Jacob, I find myself loving God less because I stop thinking about who God is. I stop acknowledging Him in my life and stop seeing how awesome He is. College is a time of a lot of independency and it's a time where I have to choose to pursue my faith. If I'm complacent there isn't Eric or my mom or my dad or my best friend to kick me in the butt to get going. I'll fade and lose this fire that has consumed me. But God is holding my heart and keeping that flame going because I think He has big plans for me. I love how God has big plans for us. Please pray that I can see His plan and be sensitive to His pulling and tugging on my heart.